My dad brought up something. I don't feel well, and a certain thought came to me that actually makes sense. I think Ellen is patterning insults to me for no reason and doesn't care if I die of cancer from it because of when I was trapped in the house eating burgers. My dad thinks I thought of myself independent from her, and I won't accept any weird fantasy like she's younger than me.
I can see the insults being laid out by her like 1 2 3, and I do find it selfish already.