..You are mean to me because I might have done 1 thing a bit wrong in my life, but you are so nice to really bad people who do shit all the time. People think I need more punishment because I am more steadfast and they just keep hurting me all the time "just in case." They are worried @ people hurting nice people. So, they do bad things ^themselves^. The problem is they are digging into me and taking a shit in me. They won't let me alone. They are poking at me.